Time Off

After several days of sleeping until 10, maybe or maybe not working out, watching Martha Stewart, the View, and Oprah, taking 2 hours to get ready, running any arrand I can think of just to keep busy, fixing dinner and then staring at the tv for the rest of the night, I'm completely depressed. Take away the 8 to 5 job, and there's nothing left to my life except housework and tv. I feel like I don't have any real direction or purpose. Surely God is completely disappointed with what I'm doing with this life he's given me, because I am. Existing and going through all the required motions just isn't enough. More on this later.